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I was given the name of tingting.Born on 8th May 1990. Family and friends are important to me. SJAB is my passion.Helping the needy is my lifelong mission. Keeping promise is my principle. Like normal girls i have a him that i value a lot. Thursday, May 6, 2010 | 7:18 PM
As request from Ms Ng Hwee Ing , I will write a reflection on this day I turn 20! Goodness I feel so old! :x I think I am quite a boring person? Haha. So if u have no patience then drop the idea of reading ok? Heez. 7 – 12 yrs old I studied in zhangde's old campus. The most terrible thing that happen to me in this part of my life is when my mummy had depression. Cos she tried to end her life TWICE. One when I am 7yrs old and one when I was like 10 yrs old. Then the next terrible thing that happen is when my mummy had a miscarriage when I was 10 too but its towards the end of the year. :x back then i was like others , struggler with the terrible subject called MATHS. but i was lucky that i hav my uncle to help me in maths, so when i was in P5 my results was better. and was "snatching" for the top 3 position in the last EM2 class. but i guess being the last make me want to work harder to get a place in sec sch.i think life in pri sch is so carefree. all i need to worry abt is how to ans to daddy when i fail.Will daddy allow me to watch the tv show? etc. 13- 17yrs old i choose henderson with the help of the same uncle tt taught me maths:)Studies for me was average? lol. the only time i failed very badly is sec 3 CA1. because i did not manage my time well between SJAB and studies. had a "coffee session" with my principal Mrs Yeo. she sort of scolded me. was lucky to have met Mr Tan SY as a trainee teacher. he stayed back in sch everyday to help me catch up on my maths and physics. i jump frm F9-A1 with his help. :) N levels result day was like a day where i am so disappointed in myself. cos i got 6 for my best 3 when my aim was like 3. i really did work super hard during N level days. i wanted to go to ITE cos i feel tt i am jus not good enough to go to sec 5. but in the end i still choose to stay on for sec 5.O level year i did nt work as hard as compare to N level except maths. i does maths like crazy. i can jus sit there the whole day to jus do maths! side effects: back pain when i over stress myself now.:x but yups i got L1R4 16 aft CCA, so off i go into NP nursing. many feel that nursing was a dirty job and told me to think carefully. but i know nursing is what i wan because i enjoy helpin ppl , in evidence: dealing with reals case during PD. i was forced into SJAB. haha. i skip my 1st SJAB training cos i cant wake up on tt saturday. but slowly i develop interest in SJAB. being forced to command my senior squad when i was in sec 2, slowly was trained to be a NCO by my seniors. going for promotion tests was horrible. i suck at Fd. my FA was average, HN i only got one lesson during my CT days. joined CT for 2 years , won a 2nd and a 4th. 4th cos yink had chicken pox and the team with shama only trained for like 1 day b4 com day. done planning for activities and S2 for camps. from a trainee to a trainer to a advisor. it wasnt easy but it was surely enriching and enjoying. its those memories that we share that kept us goin at tt time. we enjoyed each others company. the only trouble we had at tt time was is this plan detail enough? is there any more improvement we can do for our corps? secondary school days are the best time in teenage yrs i guess. cos its the time where u are exploring alot of new things, it the time u learn to choose what u wan to do and its the time where u build character and make lifelong frenes.:) my true frenes u know who u are:D 18-20 yrs old i got into NP nursing. got to know wonderful poly mates:) without them i think my poly life really suck.:) i must admit i nv put in my best for studies:x but its too late to regret, i jus got to do my best now. poly life is so diff. our class can be like so far apart and we always hav to like rush here and there. lesson can be frm 8-6. i have nv hav great timetable to hav like one day off frm school while i hear other havin it. sometimes i ask myself will i enjoy poly life more if i joined CCA?LOL! but watever it is time can nv turn back le. i wish to change certain things in class but i realise somethings are jus beyond what i can do. i joined OTC 08 as a trainee and now i am a comin to 2yrs old officer. joined zone events committee, otc 09 & 10 , H2h. i think i have really seen & learn a lot in this 2 yrs.it not only teach me how to be a better leader but aso teach me many value in life. and i come to realise ur passion for SJAS only come to a test when u become a officer nt when u are goin thru otc. i do grumble at times and qns myself why am i still in SJAB. i donno the ans to this qns and i believe i will still continue to qns myself as long as i remain in SJAS. but i aso believe i will give in my best if i feel what i am doing is meaningful. something i hav learn in this 2 yrs is nv believe in wat u hear because action speaks louder than words. 08.05.2010 wasnt a good day for me. because i am alr moody and wat made is worse is when i went to my ah ma house. ah ma was not lookin good. her health test results wasnt fabulous too. and worse of all she does nt comply with her medicine. my heart was so painful. i feel so terrible cos i could help strangers but not the one i love so much. i nags at her everytime to take her med. explain to her what wil happen when she don take med. but she is jus as stubborn as me, thinkin tt takein med is not good. yes, med is not good but to maintain health u got to take it. i will continue to nag and try to make a diff... i hope things will be better for me and ppl around me frm now onwards. :) And i hope my wish will come true... Happy Mother's Day!! Good luck to h2h health screening! we will make things happen! :) Labels: 20 yrs on earth Notepaper.
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