Thursday, November 19, 2009
tml is BNCO day one!
hw will it go, i wonder? LOL.
and i am so tired, tink i strain my back muscles agn. :x
ytd fall aslp wit lappy on, i wonder i really got so tired ah?!
needa pack bag le!!
ohoh. i pass my prac test:D
hw will it go, i wonder? LOL.
and i am so tired, tink i strain my back muscles agn. :x
ytd fall aslp wit lappy on, i wonder i really got so tired ah?!
needa pack bag le!!
ohoh. i pass my prac test:D
what we could have been, 10:45 PM.
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
tml is my prac test!! i hope i will pass leh. :)
daddy blow up jus now.
scolded n beat bro.
i was woken up by the noisy cos i was slpin.
i swear its so scary.
chills down my spine + tachycardiac. :x
so long since daddy blow up:x
you are really capable to make me smile. :D
thx a lot for being in my life:)
daddy blow up jus now.
scolded n beat bro.
i was woken up by the noisy cos i was slpin.
i swear its so scary.
chills down my spine + tachycardiac. :x
so long since daddy blow up:x
you are really capable to make me smile. :D
thx a lot for being in my life:)
what we could have been, 12:09 AM.
Tuesday, November 17, 2009
haven been bloggin for 2days?
was nt in good mood n was lazy.
i donno why i am nt in good mood also. its since sat lo.:x
mayb its cos of stress frm prac test, or mood swing ..
so was quiet this few days, nt emo-ing practically stonning..
then a lot ppl ask me why i like tt, but i really don hav the ans?:x
Saturday,
Bnco theory day 2.
it was ok i guess?
ended on time.
firedrill was nt tt fabulous lo.
finalize night duty route wit my s2.
not much ppl talk to me eh, cos i was bad mood.
brigade banquet
last min i was asked to be prize presenter wit denise.
screw up was wat i can say, thx to the emcee.
but dinner at my table was great:D
love being wit them:)
had fun cos mc was around.
congrats to Ms Dong & Ms violet :D
and HSS is top 10 collector for walkaton, Zone 7 top 3 Zone:)
the more i look at zone notice board the more irritated i am and the more i wan to re-do it. :x
sometimes i hate this part of me, cos i see things tt is nt tt fabulous i will wan to improve it when i do i will wan to do it to the best of my ability, and this make me tired out.
sometimes i wonder why cant i jus heck care? think life will be easier? but haha, i nv get the ans to qns.
Sunday ,
Ms Siti Wedding
she is soooooooooooooooooooooo beautiful:D
congrats! faster hav baby ok! :P
enjoy honeymood:)
wanted to watch 2012, but cinema full.
so go cineleisure level 9 book a room watch diaster movie..
its funny and FON.
lol.
its all our fault..
not doin anything is nt cos we don care.
cos the more we explain, the more things will get complicated.
but i wan to say, u are nv forgotten.
u will always be part of us, no matter in the past , present or future.
lastly , really sorry.
Monday,
back to CT training
talked to the kids.
like finally got the chance to talk to them.
hope they get wat i am tryin to put across.
and calvin is joining CT back.:)
and yes i think i can depend on my trainers:)
Prac test
tdy is the 1st day:)
so far all the news i gt is good news.
happy tt i asked amy to nt to give up when she told me she feel like giving up.
and she pass:)
mine is wed, how will i fair i wonder.
shoppin
i hate shoppin:x
cos its tiring.
but the ppl i went wit are great:)
got shoes for D n D.
i think i look wierd in dress:x
its really hard to maintain r/s wit ppl.
no matter is between parents-child, frene, couples,student-teacher and watever la.
super hard, and can be tiring at times.:x
and i didnt thot she will make me realise all that.
has the ability to make me feel so uncomfortable while she is not aware too.
so FON los. LOL!
lastly, HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY NER NU ER! :)
was nt in good mood n was lazy.
i donno why i am nt in good mood also. its since sat lo.:x
mayb its cos of stress frm prac test, or mood swing ..
so was quiet this few days, nt emo-ing practically stonning..
then a lot ppl ask me why i like tt, but i really don hav the ans?:x
Saturday,
Bnco theory day 2.
it was ok i guess?
ended on time.
firedrill was nt tt fabulous lo.
finalize night duty route wit my s2.
not much ppl talk to me eh, cos i was bad mood.
brigade banquet
last min i was asked to be prize presenter wit denise.
screw up was wat i can say, thx to the emcee.
but dinner at my table was great:D
love being wit them:)
had fun cos mc was around.
congrats to Ms Dong & Ms violet :D
and HSS is top 10 collector for walkaton, Zone 7 top 3 Zone:)
the more i look at zone notice board the more irritated i am and the more i wan to re-do it. :x
sometimes i hate this part of me, cos i see things tt is nt tt fabulous i will wan to improve it when i do i will wan to do it to the best of my ability, and this make me tired out.
sometimes i wonder why cant i jus heck care? think life will be easier? but haha, i nv get the ans to qns.
Sunday ,
Ms Siti Wedding
she is soooooooooooooooooooooo beautiful:D
congrats! faster hav baby ok! :P
enjoy honeymood:)
wanted to watch 2012, but cinema full.
so go cineleisure level 9 book a room watch diaster movie..
its funny and FON.
lol.
its all our fault..
not doin anything is nt cos we don care.
cos the more we explain, the more things will get complicated.
but i wan to say, u are nv forgotten.
u will always be part of us, no matter in the past , present or future.
lastly , really sorry.
Monday,
back to CT training
talked to the kids.
like finally got the chance to talk to them.
hope they get wat i am tryin to put across.
and calvin is joining CT back.:)
and yes i think i can depend on my trainers:)
Prac test
tdy is the 1st day:)
so far all the news i gt is good news.
happy tt i asked amy to nt to give up when she told me she feel like giving up.
and she pass:)
mine is wed, how will i fair i wonder.
shoppin
i hate shoppin:x
cos its tiring.
but the ppl i went wit are great:)
got shoes for D n D.
i think i look wierd in dress:x
its really hard to maintain r/s wit ppl.
no matter is between parents-child, frene, couples,student-teacher and watever la.
super hard, and can be tiring at times.:x
and i didnt thot she will make me realise all that.
has the ability to make me feel so uncomfortable while she is not aware too.
so FON los. LOL!
lastly, HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY NER NU ER! :)
what we could have been, 12:16 AM.
Friday, November 13, 2009
seriously tdy 1 hr tutorial was a total waste of time.
but at least i gt to pass the bse paper to p12, tt make my trip to sch a little more worth it:)
CT training...
crack brain to think of teams.
i guess only my corps officers +tic needs to do tt la.
but yup i am happy i still can do it n appreciate those tt came:)
we shall make the best wit wat we hav:D
and i really enjoyed myself wit the kids:)
although the grads keep bully me! :x
thanks ppl, u make my day:D
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but at least i gt to pass the bse paper to p12, tt make my trip to sch a little more worth it:)
CT training...
crack brain to think of teams.
i guess only my corps officers +tic needs to do tt la.
but yup i am happy i still can do it n appreciate those tt came:)
we shall make the best wit wat we hav:D
and i really enjoyed myself wit the kids:)
although the grads keep bully me! :x
thanks ppl, u make my day:D
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what we could have been, 9:37 PM.
Thursday, November 12, 2009
ting ting has been a naughty gal..
make so many ppl worry...
even baba called back frm china to check tt i am ok:x
so sweet of her right:D
wanna say SORRY. :(
and i hav got over it le:)
since i cant change the way she/they think, i shall change the way i do things.
show in action tt i care:)
its gonna start tml, WISH ME LUCK ppl:)
started on HSS HN syllabus ytd.
i am happy to say my team are supportive n efficient:)
i believe they will give me quality work n meet the deadline they gave:D
aim to finish it by end of this year so tt can use frm next yr onwards.
WE CAN DO IT!
got my dress:x
blue , i think i look wierd in dress!
but mc say its nice.
i think ppl nt gettin the type of dress i gettin..T.T
later i xtra, :(
make so many ppl worry...
even baba called back frm china to check tt i am ok:x
so sweet of her right:D
wanna say SORRY. :(
and i hav got over it le:)
since i cant change the way she/they think, i shall change the way i do things.
show in action tt i care:)
its gonna start tml, WISH ME LUCK ppl:)
started on HSS HN syllabus ytd.
i am happy to say my team are supportive n efficient:)
i believe they will give me quality work n meet the deadline they gave:D
aim to finish it by end of this year so tt can use frm next yr onwards.
WE CAN DO IT!
got my dress:x
blue , i think i look wierd in dress!
but mc say its nice.
i think ppl nt gettin the type of dress i gettin..T.T
later i xtra, :(
what we could have been, 11:56 PM.
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
this week is really nt my week. its only wed and so many things have happen.
SGH called to tell tt interview is postpone.
btw tdy volcano erupted, she was right if she dies its all our fault.
its nt tt she is being unreasonable, its also nt tt we haven been putting in efforts.
its jus tt she feels we are putting more efforts to sjab as compare to the house?
its jus tt she see us so busy n tired everyday which make her heartpain?
do i really have to stop what i have did halfway?
to terminate all the changes before it even happen? - i don wan, but wat should i do?
she look into my eyes with tears rollin down her face tellin me how heart broken she is , tellin me i will see her lying in NUH hospital soon.
throughout the whole "eurption" i was slient, while my sis do some talkin. i did nt cry while sis n mum cried like tap water. all i feel was the heart aching 100times more than monday.
ppl will tell me to hav time management..
but the fact is if only i can be selfish, heck care and irresponsible all prob will be solve.
but if i do that the real ting ting is gone.
is dyin the only way out? i don think so, but i think to her yes.
and worse of all he scolded me jus now cos of how he wanted a thing to be placed.
does it really matter i wonder?
is tt thing really worth him scoldin me so harshly?
i cant control my tears now, it jus wont stop fallin.............................
SGH called to tell tt interview is postpone.
btw tdy volcano erupted, she was right if she dies its all our fault.
its nt tt she is being unreasonable, its also nt tt we haven been putting in efforts.
its jus tt she feels we are putting more efforts to sjab as compare to the house?
its jus tt she see us so busy n tired everyday which make her heartpain?
do i really have to stop what i have did halfway?
to terminate all the changes before it even happen? - i don wan, but wat should i do?
she look into my eyes with tears rollin down her face tellin me how heart broken she is , tellin me i will see her lying in NUH hospital soon.
throughout the whole "eurption" i was slient, while my sis do some talkin. i did nt cry while sis n mum cried like tap water. all i feel was the heart aching 100times more than monday.
ppl will tell me to hav time management..
but the fact is if only i can be selfish, heck care and irresponsible all prob will be solve.
but if i do that the real ting ting is gone.
is dyin the only way out? i don think so, but i think to her yes.
and worse of all he scolded me jus now cos of how he wanted a thing to be placed.
does it really matter i wonder?
is tt thing really worth him scoldin me so harshly?
i cant control my tears now, it jus wont stop fallin.............................
what we could have been, 9:11 PM.
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
its really not easy u know...
i think i need more time...
i need a rest from everything now...
but now is nt the right time...
i will pull through everything right???
tell me i will!!! :)
i think i need more time...
i need a rest from everything now...
but now is nt the right time...
i will pull through everything right???
tell me i will!!! :)
what we could have been, 10:40 PM.
