Friday, November 13, 2009
seriously tdy 1 hr tutorial was a total waste of time.
but at least i gt to pass the bse paper to p12, tt make my trip to sch a little more worth it:)
CT training...
crack brain to think of teams.
i guess only my corps officers +tic needs to do tt la.
but yup i am happy i still can do it n appreciate those tt came:)
we shall make the best wit wat we hav:D
and i really enjoyed myself wit the kids:)
although the grads keep bully me! :x
thanks ppl, u make my day:D
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but at least i gt to pass the bse paper to p12, tt make my trip to sch a little more worth it:)
CT training...
crack brain to think of teams.
i guess only my corps officers +tic needs to do tt la.
but yup i am happy i still can do it n appreciate those tt came:)
we shall make the best wit wat we hav:D
and i really enjoyed myself wit the kids:)
although the grads keep bully me! :x
thanks ppl, u make my day:D
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what we could have been, 9:37 PM.
Thursday, November 12, 2009
ting ting has been a naughty gal..
make so many ppl worry...
even baba called back frm china to check tt i am ok:x
so sweet of her right:D
wanna say SORRY. :(
and i hav got over it le:)
since i cant change the way she/they think, i shall change the way i do things.
show in action tt i care:)
its gonna start tml, WISH ME LUCK ppl:)
started on HSS HN syllabus ytd.
i am happy to say my team are supportive n efficient:)
i believe they will give me quality work n meet the deadline they gave:D
aim to finish it by end of this year so tt can use frm next yr onwards.
WE CAN DO IT!
got my dress:x
blue , i think i look wierd in dress!
but mc say its nice.
i think ppl nt gettin the type of dress i gettin..T.T
later i xtra, :(
make so many ppl worry...
even baba called back frm china to check tt i am ok:x
so sweet of her right:D
wanna say SORRY. :(
and i hav got over it le:)
since i cant change the way she/they think, i shall change the way i do things.
show in action tt i care:)
its gonna start tml, WISH ME LUCK ppl:)
started on HSS HN syllabus ytd.
i am happy to say my team are supportive n efficient:)
i believe they will give me quality work n meet the deadline they gave:D
aim to finish it by end of this year so tt can use frm next yr onwards.
WE CAN DO IT!
got my dress:x
blue , i think i look wierd in dress!
but mc say its nice.
i think ppl nt gettin the type of dress i gettin..T.T
later i xtra, :(
what we could have been, 11:56 PM.
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
this week is really nt my week. its only wed and so many things have happen.
SGH called to tell tt interview is postpone.
btw tdy volcano erupted, she was right if she dies its all our fault.
its nt tt she is being unreasonable, its also nt tt we haven been putting in efforts.
its jus tt she feels we are putting more efforts to sjab as compare to the house?
its jus tt she see us so busy n tired everyday which make her heartpain?
do i really have to stop what i have did halfway?
to terminate all the changes before it even happen? - i don wan, but wat should i do?
she look into my eyes with tears rollin down her face tellin me how heart broken she is , tellin me i will see her lying in NUH hospital soon.
throughout the whole "eurption" i was slient, while my sis do some talkin. i did nt cry while sis n mum cried like tap water. all i feel was the heart aching 100times more than monday.
ppl will tell me to hav time management..
but the fact is if only i can be selfish, heck care and irresponsible all prob will be solve.
but if i do that the real ting ting is gone.
is dyin the only way out? i don think so, but i think to her yes.
and worse of all he scolded me jus now cos of how he wanted a thing to be placed.
does it really matter i wonder?
is tt thing really worth him scoldin me so harshly?
i cant control my tears now, it jus wont stop fallin.............................
SGH called to tell tt interview is postpone.
btw tdy volcano erupted, she was right if she dies its all our fault.
its nt tt she is being unreasonable, its also nt tt we haven been putting in efforts.
its jus tt she feels we are putting more efforts to sjab as compare to the house?
its jus tt she see us so busy n tired everyday which make her heartpain?
do i really have to stop what i have did halfway?
to terminate all the changes before it even happen? - i don wan, but wat should i do?
she look into my eyes with tears rollin down her face tellin me how heart broken she is , tellin me i will see her lying in NUH hospital soon.
throughout the whole "eurption" i was slient, while my sis do some talkin. i did nt cry while sis n mum cried like tap water. all i feel was the heart aching 100times more than monday.
ppl will tell me to hav time management..
but the fact is if only i can be selfish, heck care and irresponsible all prob will be solve.
but if i do that the real ting ting is gone.
is dyin the only way out? i don think so, but i think to her yes.
and worse of all he scolded me jus now cos of how he wanted a thing to be placed.
does it really matter i wonder?
is tt thing really worth him scoldin me so harshly?
i cant control my tears now, it jus wont stop fallin.............................
what we could have been, 9:11 PM.
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
its really not easy u know...
i think i need more time...
i need a rest from everything now...
but now is nt the right time...
i will pull through everything right???
tell me i will!!! :)
i think i need more time...
i need a rest from everything now...
but now is nt the right time...
i will pull through everything right???
tell me i will!!! :)
what we could have been, 10:40 PM.
10% of life is made up of wat happen to you , 90% of life is decided by how you react.
so many "surprise" tdy.
if i got heart attack i will surely die frm it but watever its all over. :)
to make the best out of the worse suituation.
to trust during times where everythings seems fake.
to hav hope when things seems hopeless.
to love when hatred seems to fill the hearts.
to be positive during the most negative times.
i will carry on wit what i should aft i wake up tml.:)
i wasted tdy already,i will nt waste another tdy.
and i havin prac test NEXT WEEK.
so fast! is like i jus started sch huh!!
but i so goin make sure i am confident in ALL 4 SKILLS!:D
i DON WAN to fail prac test agn.
i will die.LOL!
some simple simple words can really make me SMILE during the darkest times.:)
THANKS! :D
so many "surprise" tdy.
if i got heart attack i will surely die frm it but watever its all over. :)
to make the best out of the worse suituation.
to trust during times where everythings seems fake.
to hav hope when things seems hopeless.
to love when hatred seems to fill the hearts.
to be positive during the most negative times.
i will carry on wit what i should aft i wake up tml.:)
i wasted tdy already,i will nt waste another tdy.
and i havin prac test NEXT WEEK.
so fast! is like i jus started sch huh!!
but i so goin make sure i am confident in ALL 4 SKILLS!:D
i DON WAN to fail prac test agn.
i will die.LOL!
some simple simple words can really make me SMILE during the darkest times.:)
THANKS! :D
what we could have been, 1:09 AM.
Sunday, November 8, 2009
BNCO 09 , theory day 1
hmmm. it was ok i guess.
but i donno why all the trainers + officers are sooo very tired aft everything.:x
we are like half dead.
and then had 1hr debrief.
i was already stoning away liao. but i did listen la.:)
seeing juniors in the course is a gift to me.
at least i know why i am here in the course. :D
of cos that not the only reason why i am helpin out in the course la.
but i guess its quite tough to them la, cos DM is adrian sir(he remind me of aaron being RSM like 4yrs ago in bnco).
that what plant the fear of not seein any of them for the next course day.
but i hope ner nu er n qian ai is right, they will still come.
this course day i am wit my s2 the whole time in the room.
not like last time goin around talkin to the committee.
nad say i like wierd wierd de. LOL.
i do realise it myself la. :x
but i feel bad to leave my ppl in the room.
i will walk around more ok?:)
talked to a few ppl i haven't had the chance to talk to.
it was great:) thanks:)
at least i know i am not the only one thinkin that way i guess.
aft tt had celebration at hougang mall for nad advance bday n chel belated bday.:)
hope they like it.
its good tt most of us gather tgt agn.:)
tdy is home!
yay!
finally can study! :)
hmmm. it was ok i guess.
but i donno why all the trainers + officers are sooo very tired aft everything.:x
we are like half dead.
and then had 1hr debrief.
i was already stoning away liao. but i did listen la.:)
seeing juniors in the course is a gift to me.
at least i know why i am here in the course. :D
of cos that not the only reason why i am helpin out in the course la.
but i guess its quite tough to them la, cos DM is adrian sir(he remind me of aaron being RSM like 4yrs ago in bnco).
that what plant the fear of not seein any of them for the next course day.
but i hope ner nu er n qian ai is right, they will still come.
this course day i am wit my s2 the whole time in the room.
not like last time goin around talkin to the committee.
nad say i like wierd wierd de. LOL.
i do realise it myself la. :x
but i feel bad to leave my ppl in the room.
i will walk around more ok?:)
talked to a few ppl i haven't had the chance to talk to.
it was great:) thanks:)
at least i know i am not the only one thinkin that way i guess.
aft tt had celebration at hougang mall for nad advance bday n chel belated bday.:)
hope they like it.
its good tt most of us gather tgt agn.:)
tdy is home!
yay!
finally can study! :)
what we could have been, 1:48 PM.
Saturday, November 7, 2009
6 nov is a crazy day for me.
slp at 2++ last night n wake up at 7am
go help out at the inter UG amazing race frm hort park to kent ridge park.
to NP to collect bnco course manual.
to XM to put course manual.
to hq to buy accessories.
actually needa go back hss agn to do the FA kits.
but lucky nerissa settled for me:)
so i head home.
do this n tt.
email this n that.
ask for meetin dates for a few stuff.
so many many to do. HAHA! nt stress up:) jus was so tired but mind refuse to stop workin. :x
but happy all the ppl i need to work wit is supportive.
all are happily offering to help me.
THANKS!:D
it keeps me motiviated!
then the SHOCK!
i wasn't able to focus on work for like 1hr ++.
but i am happy tt everything is fine already , safe n sound.
and now i guess i need some slp or else tml i so goin to die.
its all abt trust , n i trust u!:)
slp at 2++ last night n wake up at 7am
go help out at the inter UG amazing race frm hort park to kent ridge park.
to NP to collect bnco course manual.
to XM to put course manual.
to hq to buy accessories.
actually needa go back hss agn to do the FA kits.
but lucky nerissa settled for me:)
so i head home.
do this n tt.
email this n that.
ask for meetin dates for a few stuff.
so many many to do. HAHA! nt stress up:) jus was so tired but mind refuse to stop workin. :x
but happy all the ppl i need to work wit is supportive.
all are happily offering to help me.
THANKS!:D
it keeps me motiviated!
then the SHOCK!
i wasn't able to focus on work for like 1hr ++.
but i am happy tt everything is fine already , safe n sound.
and now i guess i need some slp or else tml i so goin to die.
its all abt trust , n i trust u!:)
what we could have been, 12:02 AM.
